enough is enough. the little fire burning in thy
heart has burn down my castle. eliza is right.
we are barely specks in universe. we are mental 
rooms, not much more, to be happy and content
is. live and life is. thank you eliza. i never
really told a joke, i think i'll start today.
the new year resolution are annual warnings for
our human hearts. *sigh* wow. i've seen the weak
and arguments and conflict and resources tugged
left and right. the opera of human emotions. i
see all the discomfort and disasters, real and
not real. i don't know why i must avoid what's
hidden behind the tube, the happy, the content,
the sweet, meaningful things given for granted
and if we only name them, cherish them, will be
appreciated. i think i will tell a joke. yes. a
joke. :-)... must live. will you join me?
-- li, 1:37a, may 26th 1998, a speck.


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